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What are you willing to lose.

In the name of Allah,
most gracious, most merciful.
I told myself that this break is an opportunity for me to uplift my spiritual faith. and i shall. insyaAllah. i must.
my heart’s been burning with passion and eagerness everytime i think of what my future can bring. though the timing of life and death is written, it’s [...]

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Pretend inferior, encourage arrogance.

In the name of Allah,
most gracious, most merciful.
i told my sister, i am who my crowd is.
“When, i look at her, i hate. i hate myself for she reflected herself on me. she made me hate my appearance. what kind of soul ever does that to another?”
have you not heard of the 2 soldiers that [...]

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Borrowed time.

In the name of Allah,
most gracious, most merciful.
Everytime i question myself if there’s actually a reason for me to fight.
and i have. for all the reasons of this world and hereafter. at all cost. no matter what the price is.
3 years i have borrowed time. it has to be now.
but in our terms, we never [...]

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Eid Adha

In the name of Allah,
most gracious, most merciful.
Weeks ago, i told my dad of my intention to donate a sheep for EidulAdha. When he plans to donate one, i told him to put my name in and i will pay my share with my money.
Days later after the incident, he told me that he already [...]

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Time for Self-reflection

In the name of Allah,
most gracious, most merciful.
Now that School holidays are here for the kids, ive only got to commit 4 hours of engagement time in school till my protected time comes. which means, ive got abit more time for myself.
Now that, protected time is nearing and importantly, tmrw is eiduladha and 2 more [...]

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Strangers like me

In the name of Allah,
most gracious, most merciful.
Decided to use my MC day to update my blog. (or like how Malays say “kemaskini” //i like that word. very nice.)  i went for Beach Cleaning with the Primary 5 Kids at East Coast Park, and i prolly got beaten by parasites there, thus,2 days of crazy [...]

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if not now, maybe, later.

In the name of Allah,
most gracious, most merciful.
Mother asked me how much i intend to save monthly. i replied a figure. she then asked me what i intend to do with it. and i replied, “just save..for future.”
anyhoos, im gg to keep this entry short. not much to say anyway. and i don’t want to [...]

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Finding the light at the other end of a well.

In the name of Allah,
most gracious, most merciful.
I’m so embarrassed  for not being able to handle ONLY 13 students whereas the teacher in the class can handle all students no matter the class size is big or small.
I can’t engage the students attention.
I don’t want to shout because there’s no point in doing it.
Violence inclusive [...]

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In the name of Allah,
most gracious, most merciful.
So, Ive finally turned 20. Alhamdulilah. the number doesnt mean much to me, just that it became a symbol of what it means. After all, i finally have 3 achievements i accomplished this year and one of them is just about to start on the September 14 insyaAllah.
i [...]

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Macaroons and more macaroons

In the name of Allah,
most gracious, most merciful.
Sister in law and i had this business project of selling cookies and biscuits for Eid’l Fitri.
We made 5 types of samples; -Coconut crunch -Chocolate Chips -Macaroons -French Macaroons -almond cookies thingy. There are two types of macaroons, maybe you can google it and know what im talking [...]

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