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in the name of Allah,
most gracious, most merciful.
my Plan starts at…
6am–email abt SEM
8am– gym
11am–reach home/clean house
3pm–go facial
430pm-mdis/talk
730pm–arabic class
1030pm–reach home. sleep
but today i woke up at 9am.. how?

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if not now, maybe, later.

In the name of Allah,
most gracious, most merciful.
Mother asked me how much i intend to save monthly. i replied a figure. she then asked me what i intend to do with it. and i replied, “just save..for future.”
anyhoos, im gg to keep this entry short. not much to say anyway. and i don’t want to [...]

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Finding the light at the other end of a well.

In the name of Allah,
most gracious, most merciful.
I’m so embarrassed  for not being able to handle ONLY 13 students whereas the teacher in the class can handle all students no matter the class size is big or small.
I can’t engage the students attention.
I don’t want to shout because there’s no point in doing it.
Violence inclusive [...]

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Love-hate Relationship

In the name of Allah,
most gracious, most merciful.
Because i ended school at 415 and reach home at 5pm today, i decided to take a nap before having my lunch at 530pm. after that, i intent to get ready for my arabic lesson at 730 at Busorrah street. But, i ended up waking up at 630, [...]

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Allied Educator

In the name of Allah,
most gracious, most merciful.
Okay, i haven’t write much. Duh. haha
Okay, First of all, Ramadhan has long started. and im no where to Khatam my Quran eversince my working days (inclusive of my business) started. crap.
Alhamdulilah, I have been working full-time since the beginning of the week. YEs, after so long of [...]

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In the name of Allah,
most gracious, most merciful.
So, Ive finally turned 20. Alhamdulilah. the number doesnt mean much to me, just that it became a symbol of what it means. After all, i finally have 3 achievements i accomplished this year and one of them is just about to start on the September 14 insyaAllah.
i [...]

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Macaroons and more macaroons

In the name of Allah,
most gracious, most merciful.
Sister in law and i had this business project of selling cookies and biscuits for Eid’l Fitri.
We made 5 types of samples; -Coconut crunch -Chocolate Chips -Macaroons -French Macaroons -almond cookies thingy. There are two types of macaroons, maybe you can google it and know what im talking [...]

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To build 5 Pillars

In the name of Allah,
most gracious, most merciful.
I look at myself in the mirror, I have aged so much, I don’t look like my theoretically age.
I keep on thinking of the number 2 and 0, i keep on forgetting and thus, have to cautiously remind myself that age is just a number.
next, i thought of [...]

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Ash and more ashes.

In the name of Allah,
most gracious, most merciful.
I’m so heartbroken, i don’t know what  happiness in this world is anymore.
By the river piedra, with bated breath, i sat down and wept. and wept. and wept.

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In the name of Allah,
most gracious, most merciful.
Where is your responsibilities as a slave of Allah.
That you can easily state that you will switch on and off your iman as and when you feel like it. As though, God is the one that owes u something, that Islam is the one that owes ur faith [...]

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