In the name of Allah,
Most Gracious, Most Merciful.
For years, while husband is out chasing dreams, i took it to my stride (with all the wisdom i thought i have), i chose to be indifferent and stick to the reality, make do with what i have and stop looking ahead to the future. all out fear of disappointment from what promises we can have.
i would like to think of us as ying and yang. black and white. night and day.
So, when January comes, my heart aches because things just don’t change. and i’m thinking, why the bloody hell isn’t it??
ive waited for so freaking long and biting my nails. and all i get is nail dusts -_-”.
then, maybe that’s why i have what i have.
i became indifferent so things become indifferent for me.
so now, being clever abit, i am thinking of my future more than ever, having many plan As, Bs and Cs. and waiting for this time to strike for that change. insyaAllah.
Ya Rabb, May I come out strong and better.
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“In the name of Allah the most Beneficient, the most Merciful.
If we can look beyond and through everything that happens to us, everything we do—or fail to do—and see Allah, then we will have gotten the purpose. When something happens that you love, be careful not to miss the point. Remember that nothing happens without a reason. Seek it out. Look for the purpose Allah created in what He has given to you. What aspect of His Essence is He showing you through it? What does He want from you?
Similarly, when something happens that you dislike, or that hurts you, be careful not to get lost in the illusion created by pain. Look through it. Find the message in the bottle. Find the purpose. And let it lead you to glimpse just a little more of Him.”
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