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Archive for June, 2009

Ratapan Seorang Istri

In the name of Allah,
most gracious, most merciful.
Ya Allah,
aku serahkan nyawa aku di tanganMu
Tuhan semesta alam
Aku hanya mahu menjadi hambamu yang taat
Dipimpin ke jalan yang lurus.
Ya Rabbi,
Aku hanya seorang manusia yang tidak lepas dari kesalahan.
Maafkan dosa-dosa aku, yang sengaja ataupun tidak.
aku mungkin buta dari kebenaran
tapi Ya Allah,
itu bukan bermakna aku tidak takut denganMu.
selalu aku gigil [...]

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Little Bit

In the name of Allah,
most gracious, most merciful.
I recently cut my hair short. because i find my previous hair makes me look haggard and not neat.
when my mom saw my short hair, she then asked me ” So you not going to wear tudung on saturday?”
and she definitely caught me speechless. “Huh? of course i’ll [...]

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To teach a Crab to walk straight.

In the name of Allah,
most gracious,most merciful.
I’m angry and disappointed at a lot of malay community. I’m not trying to be racist. but their “slacking” attitude has always been proven time and again.
I have a malay student; primary 4. very very weak in all his subject. he might prolly end up in foundation class next [...]

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Expectations

In the name of Allah,
most gracious, most merciful.
We talked abt how slow and wasted if they were to go through ITE first then to Poly. On his defence, my other cousin said that it would actually be good because she said, the people she is competing with are ITE students, not people with her qualifications. [...]

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No Wonder

in the name of Allah,
most gracious, most merciful.
I realised, i drank lotsa water for the past week and extremely in need of sugar; i blame it on my cravings. because, i had been reducing my sugar intake all this while.
and i thought it was only me.
until i read the news of the possibility that the [...]

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She that is to be Examined, Examining her

Surah 60. Al-Mumtahana (She That Is To Be Examined, Examining Her)
In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful.
1. O ye who believe! Take not my enemies and yours as friends [...]

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to sin, is easy. to virtue, is hard.

In the name of Allah,
most gracious, most merciful.
No. in the first place, what is your calling to be with them still?
What is your objective?
You know who they are, the kind of people they are, why are you still insisting on them stalling your engine?
They are just your laughing friends. They won’t be here for you [...]

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Not fair

In the name of Allah,
most gracious, most merciful.

I’m happy today. Yesterday. Last two days. And insyaAllah, the days after too. Alhamdulilah.
Oh, Mudarris Shahid told us to practice our arabic orally,so that when speaking, we won’t stutter.
I missed last week’s lesson so i must must learn the arabic verbs and vocabs.
November’s not far from [...]

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Consecutive numbers

In the name of Allah,
most gracious, most merciful.
June should be the toughest month in my calendar.
My sister’s wedding is in a month’s time.
So is my practical test, which i hope to pass in just one attempt.
thus, the preparations in june.
gotta paint my room and claim my independence to the room alone. gotta buy some furniture [...]

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To take personal hardships in silence.

In the name of Allah,
most gracious, most merciful.
I have so much emotions and thoughts inside my head, i just wish to squeeze them and pour it into this entry.
But the entire course taught me that, even though the situation you’re in, is not much of a hazard to anyone, let alone to yourself, but somehow, [...]

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