In the name of Allah,
most gracious, most merciful.
Yes, after weeks of not posting. 
Alhamdulilah. Today’s my last day of Poly school. Ever. well, exclude my comebacks for exams that is. (which is next week!)
Btw, nope. the person in picture is not me. but she does symbolise, in a way, how i am going through right now.
Im done with Six Sigma Presentation and project. Only left with doing Regression model for Design of Experiments under phase 4: Improve phase. But i know you don’t understand. it’s okay. haha. Because, ME, who is suppose to know from the beginning of sem, i only realise how bad i have been for not listening 100% and concentrating on Dr. Hos’ Lectures. heh. But Alhamdulilah, i kept up with the pace.
Had a short test on Metrology and Calibration. God, i thought i did it correct.
I think im gg to score about 60%. So much for trying to score an A for most of the modules this semester.
It’s either i have been slacking or learning the wrong things for test. because, shockingly i scored 60% for my Materials and Non-Destructive Testing Lab test.
Usually, aiming about 80%. alhamdulilah. No matter what, i passed.
The one thing i have learnt from this semester, (and the syndrome has certainly fade out of me) is don’t try to be perfect.
Of course, i still remember the euphoria i had, when i scored 100% for my Common test Engineering Maths paper when i was in Year 1. and that earned me a Distinction throughout the whole semester for that module. and of course, i Do want to aim that high again.
But everytime i try so hard, expectations and confidence so high, results whatever it is, will always fail me. even though i got 80% or more. Funny eh?
So , me being a perfectionist? Nah, Go and kiss my kambing.
i’m tired and it’s no use.
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so finally, Alhamdulilah,
I had the time to apply for my degree course at NTU. (yes, i’m looking at NTU ONLY. going back and forth clementi for the past 3 years is such a pain. i still remember reaching home at 8ish because my lecture ends at 6. and the next day’s lesson starts at 8am, meaning i had to wake up at 6. 1hr dress up and breakfast and pack up. 1 hr travel destination taking bus 154.)
i don’t want to list out my degree choices yet. Maybe, when i get the results, InsyaAllah. Then, perhaps.
Till Then,
Let me just indulge in my temporary holiday till exam comes, till i graduate, till i enter adulthood and experience work/hardship (out of willingness).
3 Years….
Life is just starting eh?
