In the name of God,
most gracious, most merciful.
Quotes i took from One tree hill; even fair tale characters would be jealous.
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Derek: You were great!
Haley:oh my gosh! it was so good to meet u!
Derek: going on tour anytime soon?
Haley: ahh no..no tour for me. not since i have my baby boy.
Derek: must have been a tough decision for you
Haley: no. not really. it’s exciting hearing the cheers from the crowd. but they can’t take my family, that’s what i want most.
Derek: well, your son is lucky to have a mom that chose him over her career. i wasn’t so lucky
Haley: yeah.. i’m sorry. we make different choices and need different things. but i think eventually we learn to define happiness on our ownselves by our own terms despite the pain that the people have caused us.
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Nathan: i’m calling in quits because i don’t want to end up back in that wheelchair. i won’t do that to haley and jamie again.
Q: oh so you’re quiting for haley and jamie. ahh..sure if that’s ur excuse.
Nathan: look. i worked hard and my dreams started to come true again. and i started to believe that people just go through things. challenges that make that stronger. and then you were gone. i showed up at that river court and and you never came. and that was it. just like that. and i realise it, that we’re not invincible. Dreams die.
Q: so what? huh? what you going to do, nat? sit on the couch and watch ball on the tv, all afraid to live? is that what you going to do? that really pisses me off, nat. you know why? Because you got a second chance. you did. i wish i did.
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Nathan: Everytime i get to see jamie laugh. that’s a dream come true. everytime i get to hold haley. it’s a dream come true. they are my life.
Q: you owe it to them to be the very best version of yourself. the version you fight for what you want. the version you are not afraid to be great. you’re better for them when you live your dream. and there’s nothing ..nothing selfish about that.
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Nathan: oh. geez..you gotta stop doing that. you scared the crap out of me.
Q: no. you scared the crap out of you. i’m dead.
Nathan: i know you are. and i miss you .
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Q: oh nat. the phone is going to ring someday. live the life. live the dream. no fear
Nathan: no fear.
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SubhanAllah. it’s like all signs popping up for me. SubhanAllah. 
didn’t even solat my istikharah. didn’t thought i need the option at the moment now. but still, the answer just came.
I just received a letter from MDIS about Certificate in Teaching Methodology. SubhanAllah. at last at last! alhamdulilah. alhamdulilah.
It’s a 3 day course. consecutive sundays. means, i would missed my cousin’s wedding. crap.
oh well, there’s always sacrifices. InsyaAllah, i can still make it to her place at night.
don’t mind me feeling all emotional, full of passion and touched. but i feel like my path has just being cleared and seeing the light that has been there all along.
Still, i am not so sure about the probability of me going NIE. but i think, even if i don’t get it, i’ll make it through somehow. maybe just in a different kind of light.
haha. i still need to figure out on what to write about my achievements though. =S hah.
